M 38, 142lbs, 5'8" because of insecurities I look at myself always wondering only if a could add 10-20lbs. It's hard for me to gain weight but I do LOVE the gains I've gained in the last 5years(20lbs)
Genuinely feeling unattractive in my body at the moment. It’s been a long time since I listened to the voice in the mirror that only sees the flaws but she’s back.