(F) Idk if this was OCD or BD but 4 yrs ago I realy thought that if I didn’t weigh exactly 135 if went missing ppl wouldn’t care. I put so much worth on my beauty. Physically Ik I am not healthy & I don’t exactly feel comfortable in my skin, bu
[F] 21 210ish 5’6’. I’m a 100 days sober and in reflection sobriety has negatively impacted my body image. I’ve gained weight since being clean and I’m hyper aware of my body in general.
Natural and relaxed, a little bit out of comfort zone. If you look closely, you can see my pregnancy stretch marks. [F38, 5'8", 135 lb] The picture is meant for editing some small animal into my hands, hence the pose.