(F) Idk if this was OCD or BD but 4 yrs ago I realy thought that if I didn’t weigh exactly 135 if went missing ppl wouldn’t care. I put so much worth on my beauty. Physically Ik I am not healthy & I don’t exactly feel comfortable in my skin, bu
26,130lb,5’7. More ‘exposed’ and different lighting. I’m still low with confidence due to previous issues and now due to my bf sexting other women. Makes me feel like my body isn’t enough or attractive in his eyes.