[F22, 150, 5.8] Some days, the body dysmorphia is really bad.. other days, I’m like “oh you don’t look too bad for someone who gained weight” Still on the fence about getting a BA/BL.
(F) Idk if this was OCD or BD but 4 yrs ago I realy thought that if I didn’t weigh exactly 135 if went missing ppl wouldn’t care. I put so much worth on my beauty. Physically Ik I am not healthy & I don’t exactly feel comfortable in my skin, bu