M51, 154lbs, 5’5 - Struggling with aging. Really want to get back into exercising, but the last two years have been so emotionally and physically draining.
(F) Idk if this was OCD or BD but 4 yrs ago I realy thought that if I didn’t weigh exactly 135 if went missing ppl wouldn’t care. I put so much worth on my beauty. Physically Ik I am not healthy & I don’t exactly feel comfortable in my skin, bu