Being opened like this and revealed by the light is, for me, an extremely dehumanizing and objectifying act. I want to be opened up to the point where you can see right through me; so open and hollow that light passes through one end of me to the other,
![My first time ever.. it was painful at first, but I got a hang of it real [f]ast](https://www.nude-pics.org/gallery-2/my-first-time-ever-it-was-painful-at-first-but-i-tmQDP08gqN/my-first-time-ever-it-was-painful-at-first-but-i-thumb.webp)