(F) Idk if this was OCD or BD but 4 yrs ago I realy thought that if I didn’t weigh exactly 135 if went missing ppl wouldn’t care. I put so much worth on my beauty. Physically Ik I am not healthy & I don’t exactly feel comfortable in my skin, bu
[26, 115lbs, 4'9"] the weird thing about body dysmorphia is I can feel beautiful and sexy one day, and just gross and unflattering the next. today's one of those days.
I guess snow is my thing now, and there is still a little left. [F38, 5'8", 135 lb, one child] I don't like the squinting but it's hard to avoid in strong sun so it's ok.