This is one of the most humiliating things you can do. I could cry because I am so ashamed but present myself like the biggest slut. Why am I like this? I don't want to be like this, but I do it again and again
Two years of chastity, probably 10 days cumulative release time during this period, for shaving deep clean and small chafe recovery, last Sept. to Sept. only 9 nuts. Still can’t nut in cage, so goal for next year.